50/50, 2011, Canada/USA

By Andrew Burns

Marketing a comedy film can be a tricky and often risky thing to pull off right.  A lot depends of the film’s trailer to spark word of mouth and lore in potential audience members.  The trailer should include some of the funnier moments of the film, but also use them sparingly, not to give too much away.  But most importantly the trailer should not advertise it’s film to be something it’s not.   50/50 breaks the ladder of those rules but it’s touching story still won over the heart of this audience member even if I was expecting a few more chuckles.

Loosely based on the life of Will Reiser, comedy writer and lifelong friend of the film’s co-star Seth Rogan, 50/50 tells the story of a young man named Adam dealing with his earth shattering cancer diagnose.  Adam, played by Joseph Gordon-Levitt (or JGL for short), who often finds himself dealing with his decease alone as everyone from his girlfriend, best friend, parents and even his therapist all are unequipped to deal with his situation.

50/50 is an awkward solo dark comedy rather than the upbeat buddy comedy it was advertised to be.  The film’s funniest moments actually come from Adam’s worst experiences while at his lowest points.  JGL does a great job bringing down the film’s emotional tone as Adam’s condition worsens.  So just when the film begins to get to that inevitable depression threshold either Rogan or JGL makes light of Adam’s situation with some morbid or sarcastic humour to lighten the mood.  Adam isn’t the most likable character to root for, but for me it was refreshing to see JGL use some different comedic talents in a strong dramatic performance.  Sure Adam comes off as a dick for half the movie, and depressed for the other half, but that makes the character feel more real.


Rogan as Adam’s best friend Kyle doesn’t have a very large supporting role but delivers some of his funniest work since The 40 Year Old Virgin.  Roles like the Kyle character in this film are where Rogan’s talents are best used.  Don’t get me wrong, the guy is able to carry a comedy film as a lead actor, but hands down he is funnier when he is doing supporting work.  Maybe it’s the small doses of Rogan or that there is less pressure for him as a minor character that make it work.  With Adam not being the most likable hero to cheer for Rogan’s Kyle becomes important to make sure the film’s number one asshole spot isn’t filled by it’s protagonist.

Even though its been at least a decade coming from a very different comedic background on 3rd Rock From The Sun, JCL surprised me with some impressive dramatic work in addition to his witty humour.  50/50 never seems to add jokes just to cut the tension in a scene, it rather uses strange realistic moments or encounters that would actually happen if it wasn’t a movie.  This obviously is because the film’s story is loose true story of Reiser’s life but I found that level of realism helped rather than hurt the film.  This won’t be one of those types of comedies that you’ll hear people quoting from it or re-enacting certain scenes, but it will (or should) put a smile on your face despite the gloomy subject matter.

3 / 5 Stars



Mulligans, 2008, Canada

By Graeme Coleman

While surfing through Netflix’s “Gay & Lesbian” movie section, I found myself come to a halt on this movie for two reasons: 1) the men on the cover are gorgeous, and 2) the obvious question, what the hell are Mulligans? Well, the film doesn’t keep you guessing. Right off the bat, it states that a “mulligan, in golf, happens when a player gets a second chance to perform a certain move or action.”

Anyone who has gotten this far into the movie, and has read the blurb or seen the trailer, instantly knows that this movie is about a man who finds himself second-guessing his life decisions, and wonders if it is too late to come to terms with himself. What makes this plot so interesting is that this man, named Nathan (Dan Payne), has this sudden inner struggle when his son, Tyler (Derek Baynham), brings his best friend from college, Chase (Charlie David), to spend the Summer with their family. The fact that Chase and Nathan are both interested in each other is no secret to the story, so you are instantly left wondering how this awkward situation is going to play out.

Tyler is one of the most obnoxious and annoying characters I have ever witnessed. I almost don’t want to discuss him, that’s how much I dislike him – but I think it’s only fair to warn you of his over-the-top sleaziness and horrible acting. Chase and Nathan are the only two rational, like-able characters in the movie, so you spend a lot of time uncomfortably wanting them to be together, and wondering how the hell it’s going to work. The fact that Nathan’s wife, Stacey (Thea Gill), is so over-dramatic about everything, makes it hard for you to sympathize for her.

You can never really tell if the acting is that bad or if it’s just a really awkward moment – but I think it’s constantly a mix of both. Also, the soundtrack sounds like it was taken from the original 90210 series (which completely throws you off). But overall, the message of the story is extremely moving. There are so many people out there who live a lie because they are afraid to come to terms with their sexuality. So, essentially, you are left realizing that what happens in this movie can happen to many people out there. This fact alone makes this movie good, but with a bigger budget and better actors, it could have been phenomenal. Although, after doing a bit of research, I grew a lot of respect for the movie and it’s cast.

Charlie David, who plays Chase, actually wrote Mulligans. He’s been a host for many networks, some as big as E! Television, NBC, and most significantly (in this case), OutTV. In 2005 Out Magazine even recognized him in the ‘Out 100’. After digging around a bit more, I found out that he had something in common with all of his cast mates. All four of them are Canadian (Derek Baynham is even from Winnipeg!), and three of them made appearances on LGBT shows. Charlie David starred on LGBT horror series, Dante’s Cove. Thea Gill starred on Queer as Folk and also had a spot on Dante’s Cove. Lastly, Dan Payne appeared on The L Word.

I wouldn’t only recommend Mulligans to anyone who is part of, or interested in, the LGBT community, I would recommend this movie to everyone. It’s an eye-opener to a problem that tons of people struggle with in our society – people who you might even know.

3/5 stars


Kimjongilia, 2009, USA/France/South Korea

By Jennifer Hanson


This documentary is named after the flower, which is named after Kim Jong-il.  This film is especially relevant now that Kim Jong-il has died.  The future of North Korea remains unclear, but, hopefully, its future is brighter than its existence was under the rule of the “Dear Leader”.

Kimjongilia lacks narration, and features interviews from a number of North Korea prison camp survivors.  One interview subject is Kang Chol-Hwan, who wrote The Aquariums of Pyongyang.  He entered into Yodok Concentration Camp at age nine and remained there for a decade.  He was arrested with his family because of an unnamed “crime” his grandfather committed.  North Korea has a policy of arresting three generations of family when someone has committed a crime.  Each subject details the harsh treatment they received, their subsequent escape or release, and the impact their incarceration has had on their life and the lives of their family members.  It’s very touching and horrifying.

There is some footage from the prisons in this documentary, and footage of Kim Jong-il.  The most interesting footage is that of some of the propaganda films produced by the North Korean government.  These sequences featured characters so overwhelmingly happy and bubbly that they are, plainly, ridiculous.  When contrasted with the famine occurring in North Korea, these films feel even more insulting.  It’s hard to believe anyone in North Korea believes this propaganda.  The country is the most isolated country in the world, and many of the interview subjects explained just how naïve they felt upon escaping the country.  I imagine most North Koreans pretend to believe this propaganda out of fear.  If there is any misstep (for example: Not crying hard enough at Kim Jong-il’s funeral), then they, and their entire family will be thrown into a prison camp.

It’s hard to imagine how bleak life would be like under such a regime.  This documentary is an important one.  The west is aware of Kim Jong-il’s eccentricities (his love of western movies and love of kidnapping actors to produce movies are notable examples), but many are not aware of just how poorly North Korean citizens are treated.  Most countries close to North Korea (with the notable exception of China) will deport North Korean refugees to South Korea.  Kim Jong-il may have been regarded as a joke in North America (see: Team America: World Police), but him and his father were ruthless to their countrymen.  Even the North Korean military isn’t given enough food to live on.

It sure wasn’t an easy film to watch, but it was a very thought-provoking film.

4/5 stars


Drive, 2011, USA

By Andrew Burns

Its hard to sum up a film in just one sentence, let alone one word, but if I had to describe Drive that way I’d have define it as: “gnarly with poise”.  Either that or: “kick-ass soundtrack” would also work just fine.

It took a little while but I finally got around to seeing one of last year’s standout films and boy it did not disappoint.  Drive, simply put, oozes style into every facet of the film.  From the dark but vibrant cinematography, the unconventional car chases, the 80’s inspired soundtrack & score, or to the simple yet brilliantly acted dialogue-free exchanges between key cast members.  However, all that being said, a warning to those with a weak stomach, Drive has it’s fair share of moments that sneak up on you and cover the screen with blood.  That’s where the ‘gnarly’ part comes in.  Apart for a handful of those gruesomely violent outbursts Drive, and it’s lead Ryan Gosling, will lure in any audience member in with it’s distinctive style.

The film centers around Gosling’s character, who is only ever known as the ‘Driver’.  He is a garage mechanic and part time movie stunt driver by day, and get-away driver for hire by night.  Gosling’s character doesn’t mince words when it comes to his profession, or in his private life for that matter, as he probably has the least amount of lines in the whole film.  What Gosling lacks in dialogue he makes up for in style and badassery (yes I just made up a new word).  Gone are the days where Gosling was best known as the goofy kid from YTV’s Breaker High or the doe-eyed dude from the Notebook.  Drive has officially solidified him as cinemas newest badass.

With a movie called Drive I should touch upon a bit of it’s smart vehicular stunt work.  Yes the driving in the film may seem flashy at times but its never excessive and done with some surprising intelligence.  By intelligence I mean each swerve, each high speed turn, or even each braking stop has a purpose and is not done for some over the top dramatic effect.  When Gosling’s character isn’t out driving and out smarting whoever is chasing him, he is just cruising the downtown streets of LA.  Personally I don’t think that there has been night time driving scenes that looked this cool, cinematically, since Michael Mann’s 2004 gritty hit CollateralDrive takes it up a notch with it’s incredible soundtrack during those driving scenes, but I’ll come back to that later.

For a film entitled Drive the cars or car chases actually take a back seat the unorthodox group of characters it has.  Gosling and Carey Mulligan’s character, Irene, have a very complicated personal relationship which only becomes more complicated when her husband comes home from prison and gets involved with two mob bosses; played by Albert Brooks and Ron Perlman.  Bryan Cranston rounds out this great cast as Gosling’s mentor, business partner, and boss.  The scenes between Gosling and Cranston play out to be the more humourous ones in the film as for every ten lines Cranston has Gosling’s reply is only ever a word or two.  Apart from Gosling’s perfect silent but subtle performance Brooks steals the screen whenever he makes a brief appearance.  Brooks will trick you into liking him as the nicest mob boss going one moment and then make you cover eyes in horror the next.

Lastly I just wanted geek out and reiterate about how awesome Drive’s soundtrack/score.  Being both a fan of Steven Soderbergh’s (The Limey, Traffic) main composer, Cliff Martinez, and a fan of the French DJ Kavinsky this flick sound-wise was right up my alley.  The marriage between the 80s inspired songs and layed back score turned this would be action movie and turned it into a thriller.  Not only did I go out and buy a copy of Drive after first seeing it, I made a second trip and picked up it’s soundtrack.  Yes, I liked it that much.  Need I say more?

4.5 / 5 Stars

Graeme’s Technology Narrative

I’ve never been particularly drawn towards technology, but that’s not to say I don’t frequently use it to a point nearing obsession. I wasn’t significantly interested in technology growing up. I didn’t play video games like most other young boys, nor did I watch much television. My imagination was always running wild, allowing me to create my own fun. I liked to build forts, fight pretend monsters, and all sorts of interesting things that only children can get away with (without looking insane). I would often run outside and knock on a friend’s door, inquiring if they would like to play with me. It’s quite bizarre, because I imagine kids don’t do that anymore. They are probably already messaging on Facebook or texting each other with their mothers’ iPhones – if they don’t already have their own. Either way, I chose to create my own fun out of my surroundings and through socializing instead of engaging with technology.

In my preteen days, before text messaging diminished the significance of phone calls, I would spend countless hours on my house phone every night, talking to my friends. It was sort of a trend, to talk on the phone with your friends about complete nothingness. This trend turned into a habit for me. My dad coached both of my sisters’ soccer teams (as well as mine), and when I would go watch my sisters’ games, I would borrow my dad’s cell phone and talk with my friends while watching the game on the sidelines. I consider this to be my first significant encounter with my technology.  The fact that I started to want to use it, even when I was out, exposes the beginning of my attachment.

By age twelve, I was demanding my own cell phone. My father worked for MTS, so he got a great discount on phones, and both of my sisters had one – so you can believe I put up a good argument. I understand that I am the youngest sibling, and that my sisters didn’t get theirs until at least the age of fourteen, but I couldn’t help feeling left out. My parents ended up getting me a basic Nokia cell phone (a brick with an antenna) as a gift for doing well in school that year. At the time, texting wasn’t as popular as it is today, so I stuck with phone calls. Most of all, having a cell phone made me feel cool. Who doesn’t strive to be “cool” during those vulnerable years?

When I reached junior high, MSN Messenger was the latest thing. Leisurely phone calls were out the window, and replaced by instant online chats, through MSN. I can’t speak for all young teens, but most of them want to be popular. I think this was where my addiction to technology came in. Back then, it seemed like the more you socialized with your friends, the closer you were to them. Every day after school, I would use my household computer and go online to chat with my friends. I wasn’t necessarily intrigued or attracted to the technology part of it, but I used it obsessively, as a means to fulfill my social desires. When my oldest sister got her own personal laptop, I would use it whenever I got the chance. I loved the nature of being able to use it anywhere in the house, where I had some privacy. It was how I felt about cell phones compared to house phones, but with laptops compared to computers.

When I began high school, the Facebook trend was spreading like wildfire. MSN was practically abolished, and everyone was using Facebook to socialize and network. I can still remember when I made a new friend in grade 10, named Kassia. I asked her what her number and MSN were so I could contact her. She laughed at me and said, “I’ll just Facebook you!” I told her I didn’t have Facebook, and she giggled some more. I went home that day and created an account. I can shamefully say I have used Facebook almost every day since. The convenience of being able to socialize with your friends and look at their photos, with just the touch of your fingertips, was unbeatable. Of course, I value face-to-face socializing much more, but when it comes to humans these days, it seems that convenience dominates.

As the ever-so-convenient socializing tool, Facebook, integrated itself into everyone’s daily activities, so did texting. Phone calls had over stayed their technological welcome. People liked to be able to do whatever it is that they are doing, without having to fully interrupt themselves over a formal phone call. Again, convenience dominated. Due to my love for socializing with my friends, I found myself spending a lot of my time in front of a computer and cell phone screen.

For as long as I could remember, I have had a love for writing, but I didn’t want to be just a writer. I wanted to go to school for a career where I could incorporate writing with a social job –  so I decided to enter the University of Winnipeg and Red River College’s Joint Communications Program. Since I knew this program consists of an endless amount of writing and studying media, I decided it was a good decision for me to splurge on some technology. With a little help from my parents, I was able to get a smart phone (which have also become “essential” items in the past few years), and with the help of Manitoba Student Loans, I was able to afford my first computer ever: my Macbook. This was the beginning of my obsession with – and attachment to – my smart phone and Macbook.

Let’s start with my first obsession: my smart phone. Smart phones aren’t just neat little gadgets, they have multiple, useful facets. On my smart phone I can text quickly, go on the Internet anywhere in the city, access my Twitter or Facebook account, etc. I can basically contact any one of my friends at any moment, just through this tiny device. I have never been one to be intrigued by technology, but it seems like using it is the only way to have this extent of social capability.

Now, for my most prized possession of all: my Macbook. I know that people shouldn’t attach themselves to material goods, but I cannot help myself when it comes to this. Macbooks are just so spectacular. Here are just a few reasons why: they have insanely quick speed, extremely long battery life, countless cool applications, a screen so bright that you resemble a fly to a lightbulb, a keyboard with letters that light up in the dark, and, well, they are just so damn pretty! It’s gotten to the point where I miss my Macbook if I am away from it for more than a day. I’m not proud of this, but that’s the way it has become. I probably sound very materialistic right now, but that’s not exactly the case. Since I am a writer, I love to use it for writing, reading, researching, and doing schoolwork (for the most part). Also, since I am in love with movies, I tend to watch them and play a lot of trailers online – but that’s another obsession story.

Here I am, admitting my obsession to my cell phone and Macbook to you, and although I am only attached to them because of my social desire and passion for writing and media, they are still technology. So, inevitably, I guess I am obsessed with technology.

Andrew’s Technology Narrative

When I look back at the technology that I’ve used and learnt from throughout my life, I look at it from two different points of view.  The first being the different types of technology I have used or experienced in my home or social life growing up.  The second being all of the different and ongoing technological progressions I have experienced during all my years of schooling.

My father always loved to have the coolest gadgets or “the next big thing”, so growing up I was always surrounded by more than my fair share of technology.  He worked as a salesman and always brought home something new tech-wise at least once a month.  For many of the devices and/or games he would bring home they were often weeks or months away from hitting the stores.  For a long period of time in my childhood, coming over to the Burns’ house (aka my house), was the coolest place to be.

Like most young boys in the 80’s all I really cared about was the newest Nintendo game.  However, because of my father’s line of work I not only got to experience the newest Zelda or Mario installments before my friends did, but also certain Nintendo controllers before they hit the shelves.   My basement had all the videogame ‘firsts’ with the “Power-Pad” (pressure sensitive foot mat), the “Zapper” and “LaserScope” (gun like motion controllers), and the “R.O.B.” (mini robotic toy controller).  But it was Nintendo’s “Power Glove” that made me become fascinated with technology.  For those who aren’t familiar with the “Power Glove”, you should ‘Google it’ because it was literally decades ahead of its time.  The closest thing to compare the “Power Glove” with would be a Wii remote from Nintendo’s most recent system – the Wii – but instead of a small rectangular remote controller, this controller was a glove that covered half of your arm.  Without going into too much more detail about the “Power Glove”, it was the first piece of technology that really amazed me and piqued my interest in all things electronic.

My interest in the video game aspect of technology never really faded over time.  I’m both a guy and kid at heart after all.  Yet as I got older my father was no longer the tech guru I went to for the latest devices.  Sure, he still brought the occasional next generation gadget home like an early model electronic organizer, 10-disc CD changer, or the big screen TV with a built-in remote tracker(37’ was big at the time).  However, when the newer technology started to shift toward computers, I began turning to friends for “the next big thing”.  Having one of my best friends’ Dad work for IBM helped usher me into the world of computers.

At the time the Internet hadn’t become a household thing yet, so going over to my friend Kevin’s house and having his dad introduce us to the World Wide Web was a pretty cool thing.  The dialup and turtle-like speed for browser loading sounds like the worst possible punishment for kids today, but in the 90’s watching one web page take five minutes to load from the other side of the globe blew my mind.  I can still remember hearing Kevin’s mom yelling down to the basement to for us to get off the computer so she could make a simple phone call.  It wasn’t until about a year or two later, when my family got our own Internet capable computer, did that same feeling of excitement over tedious browser loading turn into frustration.  Wanting the faster surfing and computer speed, as well as other tech toys, I began working odd jobs to earn enough money to buy my own electronics.

I had a group of friends that were always trying to start the next trend by getting the newest electronics on the market, each of us trying to one-up the last.  For us “the next big thing” were MiniDisc players or MDs.  Technology-wise they were the best thing out on the market when it came to portable music.  Holding the same amount of music as a regular CD, their discs were half the size, and they were encased so they never got scratched.  MD Walkmans almost never skipped, and the discs could be erased and re-written like a cassette tape; but without any sound degradation.  Having a MD player at my school was a very cool thing and for a while was the best way to make mixes or compilations for parties.  Like any fad or fashion trend, MiniDiscs started to become the thing to have when it came to portable music and everyone wanted one.  However, our next big tech trend was short lived as MP3players and the first Apple iPod soon were released before our MiniDisc discovery could ever catch on.

As much as I could credit my father and friends for introducing me to modern technology, a huge portion of my computer literacy was actually learned in school.  At an early age my fellow classmates and I started our computer lives on the original floppy-disk Macs.  We learned everything from how to use home row keys, improving our typing speed, to using word documents for the first time.  It wasn’t until I was in the eighth grade when I was actually, and more importantly, properly taught how to use the Internet.  My eighth grade teacher steered my fellow classmates and I along the information superhighway; teaching us things then that are all too commonplace today.  She taught us simple things like how to use a search engine, set up an email account, and a number of other web related tips and tricks to help surf the web.  As the student during class I became the teacher when I came home, teaching both of my parents how to properly use their expensive PC for something other than Solitaire.

When I got older, I found out the reasons why my brother, sister and I got to have the coolest new tech toys in the neighbourhood growing up was because my father used the five finger discount.  I still had a keen interest for the newest electronics, so when I was a teenager and starting to make my own money, I decided to not follow in my father’s footsteps and worked for all the cool stuff I wanted.  My curiosity for new technology helped give me a better and more honest work ethic because I could never settle for last year’s model of any device.  To this day I still upgrade my electronics to the newest versions I can afford or I’ll save up until I can.

Technology from my early life to now has shifted to the polar opposite end of the tech spectrum.  As a young kid, the only technology I used came from my basement with a controller and an eight-bit plumber (Super Mario reference), but today practically everything around me is technology based.  At work I spend on average about an hour a shift looking up reports and at home I’ll send an email to my friend in Glasgow from my phone while cooking a dinner that I just looked up online from my laptop.  To put my technological time-line in a numbers perspective, when I was kid the only thing I had plugged into an outlet in my room was a bedside lamp, and today – in my room alone – I have over a dozen electronic devices plugged in surrounding me.  Needless to say, if the power at my house ever goes out, I will have no shortage of expensive paper weights thanks to modern technology.

Jennifer’s Technology Narrative

One of our assignments had us writing a “technology narrative” that outlines our relationship and history with technology. It was a great assignment that had us all thinking about how technology has impacted our lives. You can read mine below!

Since I was a young child, my father has been my greatest technological influence.  At the age of four, we had a very old computer with a black and white monitor that used DOS.  My dad taught me how to use a computer using that old machine, and I spent hours playing games on it.  From that time on, I loved technology and always longed for the newest and best gadgets.

It would be years before the newest and best were within my grasp.  Eventually my dad brought home a computer with the Windows 3.1 operating system.  We had that computer until I was ten years old.  I learned to type on that machine, and I continued to long for a computer that made going on the Internet a possibility.  However, my dad refused to get us an Internet compatible machine until I was ten, because he wisely knew that once we had the Internet, we would spend all of our time on it.  Instead, he would occasionally bring out his work laptop and connect to the Internet to show us movie trailers (which took a half hour to buffer over dial up) and other websites.  My loving father sat through the Titanic trailer time and time again because he knew it would make me happy.  As an adult, I realize just how long he sat there, waiting for it to finish buffering, despite the fact that he didn’t have and has never had an ounce of genuine interest in the movie.

Eventually we got a new, Internet capable machine, and my brother and I were in awe.  We were still on dial-up Internet (and would remain so until I was 14), but access to the Internet allowed me to communicate with people all over the world.  At the age of 14 I joined a movie forum where I met many close friends; people I still communicate with to this day.  I found a group of people who shared my passion and whom offered me a support system I greatly needed while I was in high school.  There was something so beautiful about meeting people who’ve experienced vastly different cultural and life experiences and bonding with them over our shared love of film.

Occasionally, my online life and my real life have collided.  I’ve met 12 people in person that I’d originally met online; of those, 8 were from the movie forum.  All of my experiences have been positive, save for one profoundly negative experience that served as a warning about being too trusting about who you meet.  This past summer, I met up with several of my friends during some traveling I did to the United States.  I went shopping at Mall of America with Elizabeth, and went for dinner in Chicago with Tim and Amber (who are married and first met on the forum we all post on).  It feels odd to think that I wouldn’t have these people in my life if I hadn’t met them online.

Blogging has been something that has been a part of my life for many years.  I’ve been blogging about movies on and off for nine years now.  For over a year and a half, I’ve been blogging at 200movies1woman.com.  I write about every movie I watch, and about the film industry in general.  It’s a lot of fun, because I’ve developed a bit of a following, and I even get comments from filmmakers!  I once got a comment from Adalbert Lallier, the subject of a Canadian documentary called Once a Nazi.

Despite my early advancements in the cyber world, I didn’t get my first cellphone until I was 16, and that was only given to me after years of begging for one.  My father adamantly loathed cellphones, and refused to acknowledge how handy they could be.  The cellphone I got was a barebones Samsung.

The barebones Samsung served me all through University, where my online commitments weren’t always immediate.  Once I began the Creative Communications program in 2009, it became clear that eventually I would need a more advanced cellphone.  In the summer of 2010, I got an iPhone 4 shortly after it was released, which began my life as an early adopter (much to the horror of my dad).  The affection I felt for my phone was immediate.  I can tweet, post on Facebook, answer emails, look up information, check movie times, and read the news.  It is, without a doubt, the most important piece of technology in my life, and I’m never far from my phone.

One of my most important possessions.

 Being “connected” all of the time does have its downsides.  I’ve spent a grand total of ten days offline in the past six years, and my phone is always by my side.  I even keep the ringer on at night…just in case someone needs to get in touch with me.  The odd occasion where my iPhone has become buggy has generated a concerning amount of anxiety.  This past Thanksgiving, I had an anxiety attack when my phone wouldn’t boot up after deleting an app.  Feeling so attached to a device and needing it to feel “normal” is, quite frankly, a bit concerning, but I know I’m not alone.  Cellphones have simply become part of our lives, and it’s bizarre to be without one.

My passion for the Internet has allowed me to pursue a career that I had never thought was possible in my youth.  Growing up, I wanted to be a film critic or a journalist.  It became quite clear that I was not cut out for journalism, but my passion for social media and my skills as a writer (polished by years of blogging and posting on forums) has opened a new door for me.  I majored in advertising during my second year of Creative Communications, and focused on social media management during my major advertising project.  I’ve since gotten a position managing social media and other communications for a local non-profit organization.  My goal has always been to help people, and I truly feel like I am making a difference in my role, which means I feel an enormous amount of satisfaction every day at work.  Had I not spent years of my life posting on forums and developing a personal Facebook and Twitter account, I don’t think I would have developed the skills or the passion required to do what I am doing.  My position is not one that would have existed ten – or even five years ago.

After years of longing for the latest and greatest gadgets, I’m finally happy with the products that I have.  I have my iPhone, but I also have a MacBook Pro, an Apple TV, PVR, high definition television, Xbox 360, Wii, and PlayStation 2.  There is not a single piece of technology I am longing to buy at the moment.

In many ways, my life has been shaped greatly by advances in technology.  I’ve met many of my closest friends online, developed my writing skills, discovered social media, and built my career.  I used the Internet to foster personal growth and develop my many hobbies, so it’s only fitting that I spend my career in the online world.  I understand the importance of keeping up with technological advancements, and I’m eager to live the rest of my life as an early adopter.